busy~ busy ~ busy

actually i m x so busy. yet, i am trying to keep myself busy =)

quite a lot of things happening this week...luckily there is a balance of d happy ones and the depressing ones. so, i m still surviving here.haha.

in order to make myself busy, i START to get into exercise again. sweat helps me to relieve myself..(looking forward badminton wif chien chien tomorrow)

in order to make myself busy, i START to eat a lot. .(yet, my stomach never compromises my eating habit. so, i end up to feel ill for the whole day)

in order to make myself busy, i VOLUNTEER to finish my mum's paperwork for her..(though i m poor in bm, yet, i try my best to help coz i wanna get my mind engaged with some work.)

in order to make myself busy, i ACCEPT the role of secretary for d amazing race. (though it is juz a mini-role, yet, if it was me b4 this, i would NEVER get myself involved with committee thingy. coz it only involves tedious and boring tasks.)

all my friends told me that love is power. love conquer all. yet, to me, this only happens in taylor swift's love story or fairy tale. i dun hav d confidence residing in myself kot...

a friend gave me an analogy that gals have to kiss uncountable frogs in order to find her right prince. thus, having the chance to get someone tat you like isn't so easy.
...perhaps...but juz tat i dun hav d courage like you do...

ya, things are tough for me now. yet, i hav faith in myself that i will be okay soon.......

on the other hand, wish tat all my friends can get to meet their right frog aka prince pretty soon...your happiness makes me happy as well =)

you and i

now only i realize the meaning of partnership.
i know that you will be my partner for quite some time.

every day when i wake up, i can c you.
every night when i sleep, i can dream of you.

you are everywhere, even on my mind.
you are my everything.

i am willing to spare my everything and every minute just to be with you.

now since you know how i feel, can you pray for me?

pray that God will lavish me with patience, determination, creativity, intelligence and perseverence. Amen.



dedicated to HJL'S project paper.(after 3 months of being together with you, propap)

a unique friend

i had a quick chat with an old friend tonite.
the topic was a unique friend.

well, for me, i have never believed that there is any real / true friend. coz, we are human. that's y selfishness will conquer our pure and kind heart sometimes.
perhaps this can explain y i m getting cooler and emotionless nowadays.

用平常心去面对一切.
开心就笑,
伤心就哭,
就那么简单嘛=)

there are some friends who can just flare up and express their emotions abruptly. either with or without prior notice. this is what i consider as easygoing type of personality.

on the other hand, there are friends who will keep secrets and emotions to themselves. as time goes on, this huge volcano will erupt one day. tat will be really terrible. this will be the serious and scary type.

whatever it is, all of you are still my friends. you shod be happy coz i m your friend. hahaha. friendship forever =)

finally.........

jialing, finally and eventually, it's time for you to settle down...
don't worry. be happy. everything gonna be just fine.

result will be out next week. huh, my last sem gonna start.seriously hope tat i hav d magic power to freeze time. holiday, i want you to stay with me ^^

everyone is struggling and progressing with their propap. well, guess, it's just me who is still playing hide and seek with topics. haish. hope that i can manage this eventually.

well, it's difficult to get help anyway. human are selfish, tat's what my mum always tell me
another reason is i m really shy to ask for help. dunno, just feel like being stupid of asking. asking for help is like killing myself.

luckily, you are kind enough to lend me some time. you save me actually. thanks. i will always remember this.for you, it may be just teatime talk, however, for me, it is the remedy for my drowning.

let's go back to A. dun play play with Z.

rejected

my proposal was being rejected.
guess what, i broke into tears. phew. tat's such an irony. the reason is, before this, i had been advising all my friends to be optimistic and happy. eventually, i m the only one crying.

well, all i can said is i cant stand the feeling of being rejected i guess.
when i was presenting, she keeps geleng2 her head. mdm kway. tat somehow tear my heart into pieces. i wanna to cry out. yet, i managed to keep the tears till the end of presentation.

perhaps, this is circle of life.
being rejected - starting all over again - rejected - start all over again (for xxxxx times).

tanjung malim

gonna go bek to Tanjung Malim on friday after such a LONG time.
dunno hw's tanjung malim..haha...

looking forward to meet all d blockers n friends =)

hope to hav a sip of my favourite oreo milkshake at easy cafe too
plus, their seafud spaghetti ^6^

h-o-l-i-d-a-y

i hope tis would be a real holiday for me.
i hav lots of stuff to be completed~

1. of coz, nid to update my health for my own sake=) God Bless Me.

2. nid to be my bro's tutor again, helping him out with his preparation for PMR.

3. helping my mum with her major assignments.

4. upon request from a few teachers, i nid to search for souvenirs for them.hope i can find them.

5. completing several assignments for tis sem.

6. get real rest so that i can hav a fresh start once i go bek to IPSAH again =)


happy holiday to everyone and God bless me

hope i wont get any terrible nightmare anymore =P