you or me?

i hav alwaz proudly declared tat if my friend and i fall for the same boy, i will eventually quite tis love game. coz i dun like to fight wif others.

wat's yours will be eventually yours.

and i m strongly against the saying, 'if you wan it, fight for it'.

last week, when i was stil at home, my aunt visited me. well, once her appearance in front of my house was a once-in-a-blue-moon event. however, things suddenly go amiss. she saw my beloved bracelet and she voiced her fondness towards tat colourful bracelet and on the next moment, she possessed it juz like tat. should i regard tis as seizing others' belonging or hijacking? haha...

soon after, i was a bit annoyed and moody as well...juz imagine tat your favourite belongings juz *puff* and vanished in the air. how would you feel? wat i can do is juz persuading myself by bringing up reasoning for my brain to process it.

luckily, on the next day, i was okay edi. haiya, 拿得起， 放得下 ma.

who knows, tis incident reoccured again tis week.

i brought some souvenirs back from hainan island. o ya, skirts for both me and chien chien. when i happily showed her the skirts, she looked disappointed. of coz i noticed tat. though i may look blur, i m sensitive sometimes =P

so, i showed her my skirts. her eyes was sparkling when she saw them. wat can i do?? as a friend, we shouldn't be self-centered rite?? so i pretended to show 'i dun k which one u take' face. finally, she chose my favourite peacock style skirt.

haha...mayb sometimes, things are fated. wat's not mine, juz let it be. dun cling stubbornly on it.

NOW, I hav another unsolvable question in mind:

wat if one day, my buddy and i came across something or somebody tat we both interested in, who should be the one to give in? me or her?

back to ipsah

1st day in ipsah

finally and eventually, we are back to ipsah.
after 2 years...well, most saying that we have the teacher look now. =p

found it really hard to adapt myself.

1. BLOK SI PUTIH, IPSAH versus BAHTERA HOUSE
it's really dirty and dusty when we 1st entered here. it took hours to really clean up the whole room and made it into my comfortable home-to-be. luckily, i m staying in the 1st floor. so, not much stairs to climb. haha. o ya, another tin. the shower room tat we have here is small. haha...i juz realized that. you can juz do a 360 degree turn standing at the same spot in the bathroom itself coz it's small. o ya, i m having a new roommate from now onwards. hope everytin goes well. pray hard.

2. BILIK KULIAH BLOK AKADEMIK versus UPSI TAMAN UNIVERSITI
hey, switch on the air-cond plz. oopsi, dear, now where got aircond.here only fan lar...the classroom is empty and simple, without anytin. not like upsi which is well-equipped.

3. TEACHING versus LEARNING
wow, we gonna be teacher. apu, we were assigned to convent fatherbay. haish. haha... i wonder if i can tackle those students. mila confidently said tat we can. yet, i can feel that she has the fear too. jialing, all the best.

4. EXPLORING versus SUSTAINING
well, it's a new plc for us. so it's time to explore this plc. sp looks really different nowadays. so many shopping malls here. well, i m looking forward visiting the new cinema here. i wanna watch movie. hoyeah. haven found any nice places to eat yet. like charsiew ke, bakuteh ke...haha...delicacies, plz come to me =)

1st day of ipsah
.

no more rain

rain god in sibu has been away for vacation. x raining these few days. sun god is hardworking enough to be there for us every now and then.

my day started off with facebooking. woke up extra early 2day, unexpectedly =)
smiling and smiling

however, my day ended with me emotionally collapsing into tears. however, i felt relieved after writing a long wordy letter to confess my feelings. it's hard to keep hard feelings to yourself. better let it out or else you will get sick.

hope everytin goes well tomolo.

life journey started...yes, go go, jia ling=）

now

cant believe tat! i gonna teach soon. ya, pretty soon. perhaps one or two weeks later.
hope everytin gonna be okay. well, teaching is in my blood ma. since my mummy is a teacher too. =P

browsing tru my friend's profile. i wish to visit some snowy places too. snow alwaz looks pure and awesome...when u touch/ feel/ look at it...d feeling is juz so intangile. it's great!

it's juz a switch of feelings

sometimes i feel as if feelings can be easily manipulated =)

yesterday i was so depressed
2day i am on top of the world
amazing huh?

2day i m feeling really proud of my mum. SORRY friend if u feel i m getting over-excited.but tat's me, alwaz cant really control my emotions well. i sent two 'hoi' but none reply. haish. haha, mayb tat's not d right time for them kot.but i juz wanna share my happiness ma. wakaka. her big day will be on sunday...wish her all d best =P

saturday, sunday
yahoo...weekend =)

my two wishes

Dear God,

right now, i have two very simple wishes. quite simple, i guess.

my 1st wish is for my dearest brother. i hope he can eventually GROW UP, spiritually and mentally in particular. bro, u know how i feel every time i scold you? i didn't mean to shout so loud at you. yet. i juz hope tat you can actually open ur eyes big as well as ur heart to c wat is happening around you. we are ur family, can't you c tat? family stands forever for you, but not others. U disappoint me most of the time. yet, wat can i do...i still love you, my brother...

my 2nd wish is for my praktikum. well, juz wish that i can go tru tis praktikum smoothly. of coz, i will try my best to be a really good teacher. i will be hardworking, dedicated and patient. hope tat d application tat i hav been learning for al tis while can be turned into practice tis time. however, i hav strong prediction that i will b crying each and every day during praktikum. well, tears can be a good way to release tension. don't you think so=P

ho jia ling hoyeah ^^

funny

almost every nite in sibu is raining....

today FIFA gonna starts. everyone seems to be crazy bout it. it's even greater than olympics perhaps.

2day spent my time wif nephews. they are so cute and notorious. juz love them so much.
gonna keep myself busy again tomolo. tis will b d best solution. and i juz dun wan to waste any more time. MASA ITU EMAS MA~ perhaps...=P

my aunty said, keep your eyes wide open for any good choices out there...
haha....mayb they tot i hav been keeping my eyes closed for all this while....

会不会是你想太多了

你是不是想太多了呢？
简单一点不好吗？哈哈。。。

其实，是你。。还是我想太多了呢？。。。
总之，把头脑 turn off 一下吧 。。。酱一来不就不用想东想西了丫~

祝：好运^^

running doggie day~

today, me n my brothers spent the whole evening playing wif karby. nowadays, 'he' is getting fatter and fatter. so, we decide tat we shod let him do some exercise. tat's it. we exercise together wif 'him'. chasing game.

'he' was getting too excited tat he ran out from the house. running on the streets and to the playground. haiyoyo. then we tried means and ways to get him into the house.

it's dinner time again. i hav double responsibilities. haha. preparing food for my family 1st. then, preparing food for our two doggies. both of them are cute but naughty. hope you two will grow up fast2...haha...

mushi mushi, where are you? haha~

telephobia recently~

hav u ever experienced tis?

you got numerous calls from someone who...:

1. tries to persuade or coax you into doing sth tat you dun wan to do...
2. blames you for sum old-days conflicts~ now it's time to burst out perhaps...

once you answer d call, tat's it...
they will start to 'bla bla bla...'n i will have to say 'ya ya, erm erm, yes yes...'

well, sometimes, we shod respect d elderly. i do understand and obey tat rule. still manage to control my EQ until now...

but stop testing my level of PATIENCE AND TOLERANCE!

i guess tat's y i love d song 'telephone' by LADY GAGA. STOP PHONING~

gonna spend some quality time wif my granny.
granny, i love you.hehe.

h-o-l-i-d-a-y

bloggie,

sorry for neglecting you for so long~
coz nowadays i have been chatting wif my diary instead of YOU. =)

juz came bek from haikou aka hainan island...went to lot of beaches...well-known ones...'enjoy' sunbathing every day....absorbing lots of vitamin D.

after 6 days 5 nights of travelling broad.below are my pov of tis foreign plc:
1. undoubted, d nature is awesome ( beach, park, garden, farm...)
2. the people there are really rude n incourteous...they din persuade you to buy tins (but they SHOUT/scold at you till you buy them)...hate and fear tis so much, seriously...
3. the best plc to get yourself cool is to go to the nearest toilet coz most toilets are equipped wif air-cond...i went d toilet for d sake of cooling down instead of .....kekeke

my aunty asked me tis morning if i would like to follow her travelling to kuching within these few days.
without any hesitation, i said NO.
too much kuching for tis month,...haha....NO MORE.
of coz it's a nice plc wif friendly people...special thx to mr kong n friends~