rejected

my proposal was being rejected.
guess what, i broke into tears. phew. tat's such an irony. the reason is, before this, i had been advising all my friends to be optimistic and happy. eventually, i m the only one crying.

well, all i can said is i cant stand the feeling of being rejected i guess.
when i was presenting, she keeps geleng2 her head. mdm kway. tat somehow tear my heart into pieces. i wanna to cry out. yet, i managed to keep the tears till the end of presentation.

perhaps, this is circle of life.
being rejected - starting all over again - rejected - start all over again (for xxxxx times).