trying to catch up with TIME~

JUZ a few more days left in tanjung malim~
i m still trying to hold time in my hand...

going here and there, searching for memories to be kept in mind~
especially all types of food here and there~ hahaha~

have you ever heard tis saying?

whenever you feel sad, stop grumbling and look up into the sky.

God has prepared sth to cheer you up~



it mayb a colourful-painted rainbow, a round and smiley moon, creatively-shaped-clouds, chirping birds flying freely and etc etc etc....

these wonderful nature elements are actually his soothing words and comfort for you, reminding you that 'Dear daughter/ son, I am always here for you'~

n i firmly believe tat^^

take a rest to rejuvenate~

exam exam exam...
nobody likes exam, i guess~



yesterday, i was in banana mood coz i m using my new banana flavoured shampoo~ hahaha
however, when we went to easy cafe, mila ordered banana milkshake but she was told tat there is no banana left.pity her, no banana for her~

it was funny though. i ordered vege mushroom spaghetti but 15 minutes later, when i m eating...i found many weird visitors in my dish~ so many ketul of chicken flooded wif creamy sauce...oh my gosh~haish~

3 down, 2 more monsters left~
all d best, my comradesssssss ^^

yes or no?

2day, as usual, went laksam shop in d early morning~
then bla bla bla~

erm, was in bad mood juz now~ one hour ago~
then i took a long bath~ massaging wif spa soap n singing happy songs~
i felt good after tat...telling myself to be positive so tat i m ho jia ling~

if you dun wan, juz tell 'no'
dun push yourself. coz i dun like to push people doing things~

i juz feel like eating together together, tat's all~



~ panda alwaz manages to cheer me up~ thank you ^^

n0 m0re freed0m

at first my fb is being "c0rrupted"
then ym...

huh, t0t i c0uld still have my own sweet bl0gsp0t.c0m
yet, everytin is being disrupted~



kiss g00dbye t0 fb, g00dbye t0 ym.
bl0gsp0t...s00n, perhaps~



less0n of the day:

we r living in a s0cial circle. it's complicated. s0, it's better t0 keep a distance wif every0ne. every0ne. c0z s0metimes, unexpected 0ccurs unexpectedly.

bek to tm.com

from sibu.com, i m bek to tm.com~
my friend said i look different~ haha...maybe due to the fact tat i hav been breathing fresh and cool sarawak air for one week~ so, i look fresh n nice~



now i gonna talk bout BLOCK. block. BLOCK.

blocking~ well, enuf blocking, dear friends~
do watever tat you wan...if tat's wat u wan...block block block ....blockage

to whoever-it-is,
HELLO, i m SINGLE. yet, tat doesn't mean tat i m DESPERATE enuf to snatch other's BOYFRIENDS.
i hav my own principles and my own LIFE.

PEOPLE, STOP making your own decision.
I CAN JUDGE me MYSELF~

n to those who are boyfriended or girlfriended, consider yourself LUCKY coz you have found your soul partner.
dun do anytin ridiculous...d key here is hav FAITH in him or her~
he or she loves you, for sure...dun doubt tat FACT.

i hav learned to accept now. i know i shod accept life~

feeling empty

my advice to a friend: stay at ur right path, dun go astray.

however, i myself can't follow my own advice~
=_=

i m sick n ill~
juz went to c a "doctor"
he said it's hard to heal..
but i nid to be patient~

i was actually looking forward 2nite, hope to c him online n i wanted so much to chat wif him.
yet, he is busy wif his stuff, x time for me.
no time, no time, no time~
nvm lar...

chien is planning so eagerly for kuching trip~ i dun hav mood, juz dunno y...
but i m wondering bout d boat trip...will it be okay?

ym

sorry,now no more mood to talk bout ym~

being blocked n blocked n blocked.
n getting to know d truth, d truth n d truth~ all ARE LIERS in the end

from strangers to friends~

thursday is such a emotion-full day~
we hav our farewell + photo-shooting session in class...plus many2 goodbye sessions with our beloved upsi friends and lecturers~
i juz feel so so sad~sad~ still d word sad~

i could still rmb the time when we arrived officially here in upsi.well, i hated tis plc, tis kampung plc...dunno, juz dun like it~ life is so miserable here...

yet, as time goes on, we widen our social circle...n our upsi friends finally accept us as part of upsi.(coz at 1st, we, ipsah teslians, alwaz feel like we r merely d anak tiri for upsi...)even d song 'ibu kandung suluh budiman' becomes 'ibu tiri suluh budiman'~hehehe

feel like writing bout one funny tin. i realize tat it seems more comfortable while chatting wif friends in ym..haha, perhaps i m d shy shy cat type..especially my two special friends on ym~

during our last sem for listening and speaking cls, we had two new upsi friends -- romeo and gless. however, we never really knew each other--d upsi n d ipsah. both parties seemed to be ignorant towards each other.

tis sem, for seva class again, we had herman, priya, haha and rokiah~ well, we managed to mix well. we are friendsssssss~ (^^)tis shows that actually there isn't any gap between upsi n ipsah~ mindset is d REAL barrier~

gonna continue my work for miss mariya 1st...to be continued~ d next topic will be on ym. =)

d BEST thing of 2day is badminton~
wow, it's great coz i really sweat~ as if all sorts of worries juz evaporated from my heavily-loaded-body.

dunno since when, but i love badminton now~ my passion grows day by day~
all my friends are my sifu too, esp chien chien who keeps pinpointing on my weakness in playing~ i had great n meaningful lesson on how to tackle d shuttlecock at the court~

plus, i love badminton coz we play not for battle or scoring (but we were really serious while serving)~ erm...i shod say,we play for fun n relaxation. we really laughed our heart out throughout the game~ best~

work work work at home~ tomolo never dies...
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angel vs devil

2day suddenly i hav d feeling that everyone is good. and there isn't any devil or demon in this world. ya, human's angel side dominates within oneself.unless you let ur evil side to go astray.

2day i had an unexpected and unforgetable experience of sharing the same cute umbrella with my lecturer. well, i loathed her all this while. yet today, my view towards her has totally come to an 180 degree twist. she is so human 2day~ i mean, without her tiger mask, she looks juz like me, a normal human filled with affection~

3-2-1-stop
3-2-1-stop

tis is the last week for tis sem.
can i stop tis?

3rd attempt~

wow, ear-piercing~ tis is my 3rd time~ hope jadi lar tis time~
earrings earrings~ i gonna wear you soon~hehhehehee


p/s:i love earrings wif musical instrument (^^)


today i had a great day watching movie n eating pork chop~ huhu
thx to chien chien and yogi

MIRACLE does happen~ hahahhaa~ thx, my friends

love you~

mr moody, off you go!

rainy days are just soooo NICE~



i desperately wanna settle tis issue today (04-04-2010)~plz help me~
yet, odds are stacking against me~

nvm, still a few hours to go~
佳凌， 加油(^^)

emotions~

whenever it is raining, i will be moody~

whenever i m in bad mood, i will grab some cendol or ice-cream as if IT can really cheer me up~

if i m at home, i will look into my aquarium...when you c fish swimming, you will feel enlightened as though nothing can bother you~

whenever i m in mood swing, i will take a bath that will relax n soothe myself~

whenever i m in good mood, you cant c my eyes~ hahaha...coz i m smiling n my eyes are smiling too~

sometimes i hope i can hav a delete button on my mind. then i can delete certain unwanted folders~

juz wish tat sometimes, i dun nid to bother bout others, i can be juz myself~

promise~

2day i m moody again~ huhu~
yet, tis photo makes me laugh till jaw drop~
hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha

after raining~

it was 1:11 am in the morning...it's after raining...so, the air is cool and soothing~

i alwaz believe tat rain can wash away people's unhappiness and any negative feelings...after raining, everytin is a new beginning.

unexpectedly, when i looked into the dark dark sky, the moon was already there, smiling and waving at me.haha, thank you, mr moon^^ you heal my heart~