a unique friend

i had a quick chat with an old friend tonite.
the topic was a unique friend.

well, for me, i have never believed that there is any real / true friend. coz, we are human. that's y selfishness will conquer our pure and kind heart sometimes.
perhaps this can explain y i m getting cooler and emotionless nowadays.

用平常心去面对一切.
开心就笑,
伤心就哭,
就那么简单嘛=)

there are some friends who can just flare up and express their emotions abruptly. either with or without prior notice. this is what i consider as easygoing type of personality.

on the other hand, there are friends who will keep secrets and emotions to themselves. as time goes on, this huge volcano will erupt one day. tat will be really terrible. this will be the serious and scary type.

whatever it is, all of you are still my friends. you shod be happy coz i m your friend. hahaha. friendship forever =)

finally.........

jialing, finally and eventually, it's time for you to settle down...
don't worry. be happy. everything gonna be just fine.

result will be out next week. huh, my last sem gonna start.seriously hope tat i hav d magic power to freeze time. holiday, i want you to stay with me ^^

everyone is struggling and progressing with their propap. well, guess, it's just me who is still playing hide and seek with topics. haish. hope that i can manage this eventually.

well, it's difficult to get help anyway. human are selfish, tat's what my mum always tell me
another reason is i m really shy to ask for help. dunno, just feel like being stupid of asking. asking for help is like killing myself.

luckily, you are kind enough to lend me some time. you save me actually. thanks. i will always remember this.for you, it may be just teatime talk, however, for me, it is the remedy for my drowning.

let's go back to A. dun play play with Z.

rejected

my proposal was being rejected.
guess what, i broke into tears. phew. tat's such an irony. the reason is, before this, i had been advising all my friends to be optimistic and happy. eventually, i m the only one crying.

well, all i can said is i cant stand the feeling of being rejected i guess.
when i was presenting, she keeps geleng2 her head. mdm kway. tat somehow tear my heart into pieces. i wanna to cry out. yet, i managed to keep the tears till the end of presentation.

perhaps, this is circle of life.
being rejected - starting all over again - rejected - start all over again (for xxxxx times).

tanjung malim

gonna go bek to Tanjung Malim on friday after such a LONG time.
dunno hw's tanjung malim..haha...

looking forward to meet all d blockers n friends =)

hope to hav a sip of my favourite oreo milkshake at easy cafe too
plus, their seafud spaghetti ^6^

h-o-l-i-d-a-y

i hope tis would be a real holiday for me.
i hav lots of stuff to be completed~

1. of coz, nid to update my health for my own sake=) God Bless Me.

2. nid to be my bro's tutor again, helping him out with his preparation for PMR.

3. helping my mum with her major assignments.

4. upon request from a few teachers, i nid to search for souvenirs for them.hope i can find them.

5. completing several assignments for tis sem.

6. get real rest so that i can hav a fresh start once i go bek to IPSAH again =)


happy holiday to everyone and God bless me

hope i wont get any terrible nightmare anymore =P

practicum~

convent gals, i love and hate you =)

life goes on with rainbow by my side all the time...

suffering day by day...yet i manage to go through all these till now...

home, i will be bek to you soon =)

terminate my 0174187860

zul said i look emo recently.
well, wat's d definition of emo? haha...i myself dunno d answer. perhaps, there is no answer.

i made a daring decision last nite. i call 123 and request to terminate my number. wow. juz wanna say good bye to the past me. so childish and simple-minded.

who knows, new number will bring new life for me.
people keep on asking me 'y do you nid to terminate ur number and change into a new one?'
my reply will alwaz be 'saje...or simply...'. coz there is no reason for tis. tis juz happens without a reason~

can u define secret?
secrets are meant to be kept, aren't they?
however, sometimes, we feel like wanna share these secrets wif someone. at tis moment, perhaps you should stop and ponder for awhile. if you are telling ur secrets to tis him/ her, you will be expecting him/ her to keep tis secret for you as well, rite?

so, wat's point of sharing then?
u r juz being selfish by transferring ur burden onto ur listener.
tat's y there is a saying 'silence is gold' =)

my dearest friend, hope you can understand. it's not that i m being egocentric. i juz dun wan you guys to worry bcoz of me, worry wif me or even worry for me. stay happy, tat's all i want you to be =)be carefree and enjoy life.