another sarawakian name~

i have another friend.i hope he still treat me as his friend.
his name is HERMAN~
let me interpret his name...
her man....tis HE is HER MAN. a man tat will only protect his own gal. how lucky d gal is...HE can only c HER in his eyes, nobody else.
for d sake of protecting her, he can flush away all his other female friends~
tat's HERMAN....really her man~huh~

actually i like tis friend. as my friend of coz...coz he is quite an interesting guy. we r hi-bye friends. let me count....there was only 3/4 sentences till d moment he blocked/ alienated me~

well, all d best, my friend~ of coz, you are always my friend^^
cheerio~



*my feelings after attending EST class tis morning~ copyright reserved~*

rainy feelings~

feeling so moody 2day~
forgot to switch on my smiley face tis morning...only when my friends remind me, i realize tat~

it's hard to control your feelings, isn't it?
at the same time, i knew i shod control those irrational feelings or emotions.i knew i shod.i knew. i know. n i alwaz know.YET........

friends, can you help me instead of teasing me?

Dear God,
i nid you so that i can be myself again~
wat's over is over~
and never longs for stars in the sky~ they are too far n impossible to reach~
wat's not mine won't be mine too~

gambatteh, jia ling ^^

my soul was not there

my morning starts wif a great one coz i m one of the survivors of the battle of gunshooting~
"awak semua kurang pandai...x tau ajar la tu...hanya orang tua saja yang pandai"
haha, general, dun worry, wait till i m old, perhaps i can be as pandai as you are~
however, my "soul" was not in the class...i wonder where it is~

afternoon was great coz it was raining more than cats and dogs...i was doing my work in d living room and it's so cool and windy!i love tis type of weather...coz i alwaz believe tat rain will alwaz wash away all d bad things...

nite, we went makan2 ...i managed to eat d moon noodles~well, it's so satisfying...my stomach was quite happy with it...however, i hav no 'jodoh' wif the take-away hokkien me~

anyway, sharing is caring ma, right?

grEAt NAMES~

our names are special coz we are special...special huh?

tis morning something struck my mind.
"wow, sarawakians hav great names~"

to me, name represents you. your name is you and you are your name.


to name a few, (trying to interpret myself)

gerdashlie -- mayb he is geddik type of personality and erm....lie??or lies??

terry -- as cute as a teddy bear~ quiet but a good listener~

bobby -- bobbing his head here and there...outgoing type of personality~

romero -- still looking for his juliet i guess...flirting here and there~

gillespie -- Jason Neil Gillespie, an Australian cricketer. a potential star-to-be in education field, i believe~

Henry -- seems like a wise man...striving for his target~


mine is special as well...ho jia ling..however most people mispronounce my name as jaring~ jaring net perhaps...other nicknames are:
ho jia
ho chiak (as if i m edible~ish2)

2day i didn't manage to eat cheese naan =( i went to mamak but there is not cheese naan...sob2

nvm, thx to mila, tomolo gonna hav cheese naan for my breakfast b4 my battle wif General H~ wohoo, good luck to ME =)

my sunday~it's beautiful~

it's sunday again. i love sunday simply becoz i love laksam. haha, tis is d day when i can eat laksam (d reason is the mak cik only sells laksam during weekend).

of coz b4 my laksam, there will be some appetizer, as usual...amazingly, 2day all kuih are in pairs~ ina took them for 3 of us.



then, here comes my laksam~hoyeah~


nite, suddenly hav d urge of going to watch d tautan semarak performance in campus. there we go~
well, it's amazing~ suddenly i feel proud and special of being a sarawakians~esp when we sang "ibu pertiwiku"...

cheers to all sarawakians~ sarawak is alwaz my home and is alwaz d BEST in my heart.

One~ two~ three~ Four~ Five~

mAgIcAl nUmbEr~

one~ a lonEr

two~ swEEt couple

three~ lOvE triangle~ susah n cOmplicAtEd

four~ a square~ rigid and not flexible~ but fair and square~

five~ gimme five. if you don't. MDU (merajuk dengan u).

six~ i love tis number becoz there are 6 members in my family~ n i love them very very much~

seven~ 7-eleven~ slurpEE is so cooling and refreshing~best giller

eight~ prosperity~ $$ ~money money...no money x talk~

nine~ cloud 9~ wooo.....childhood memories again~

ten~ ben 10~ gimme ten bucks

x longer trapped in the quicksand~

glad tat ho jia ling is finally "free" from this~

i hav to admitted tat once, i was really infatuated by HIM.i would be stammering, stuttering and acting silly in front of him. yet, i juz dunno y.i put the blame to my heart WHO is easily swayed and influenced.my heart doesn't have stern or firm stand.

PAST
"y do you like him, he has ntg special actually"
" well, it's juz tat i like the way he plays guitar.it's really cool and romantic"

"wat are you going to do then? confess or what?"
" i gonna do nothing. coz i knew tat nothing is possible between us. i m x good enuf for him. he prefers someone who is seducive and flirtatious. i can never be the kind of gal tat he wants."

PRESENT
"hey, ur someone is here."
"o..hii, someone"(expression-LESS)

"hey, we gonna leave here soon. y don't you muster all ur courage and do something?"
"erm..FYI, he is my past. nowadays i become more reflective, juz dunno y.when i recall bek all those memories (as a stalker of him), i can't stop laughing. how silly i was! i was juz like a silly gal obsessed in my own little fairytale world. i never bothered to look at others coz my eyes were merely on him."

sayonara, my stalking memory, it's a great lesson of life. as i learn to be wiser.
dun simply LIkE or lOvE anyone, coz you may end up in the quicksand and it's fatal YET amAzIng ~