x longer trapped in the quicksand~

glad tat ho jia ling is finally "free" from this~

i hav to admitted tat once, i was really infatuated by HIM.i would be stammering, stuttering and acting silly in front of him. yet, i juz dunno y.i put the blame to my heart WHO is easily swayed and influenced.my heart doesn't have stern or firm stand.

PAST
"y do you like him, he has ntg special actually"
" well, it's juz tat i like the way he plays guitar.it's really cool and romantic"

"wat are you going to do then? confess or what?"
" i gonna do nothing. coz i knew tat nothing is possible between us. i m x good enuf for him. he prefers someone who is seducive and flirtatious. i can never be the kind of gal tat he wants."

PRESENT
"hey, ur someone is here."
"o..hii, someone"(expression-LESS)

"hey, we gonna leave here soon. y don't you muster all ur courage and do something?"
"erm..FYI, he is my past. nowadays i become more reflective, juz dunno y.when i recall bek all those memories (as a stalker of him), i can't stop laughing. how silly i was! i was juz like a silly gal obsessed in my own little fairytale world. i never bothered to look at others coz my eyes were merely on him."

sayonara, my stalking memory, it's a great lesson of life. as i learn to be wiser.
dun simply LIkE or lOvE anyone, coz you may end up in the quicksand and it's fatal YET amAzIng ~