still learning

we cant never stop learning. coz there is just too much to learn in life =D

perhaps i am getting older and wiser, that is why i am thinking more and more...haha...LOL.. well, this should be a good sign of aging.

**** t-h-i-n-k-i-n-g ***

after convocation, i am still dwelling in my adapting mode. trying to accept the fact that my friends are no longer by my side. all of us have our own path to be walked on.
especially during this puasa month, i miss bazaar ramadhan so much. missing those moments where i will be following ruhi, mila and ina, exploring each and every bazaar in SP and Tanjung Malim. really miss those moments. haha....i am always the one who end up struggling with abundant of food. haha. then i will be wandering around to 'share' food with others. wakaka.

i know it's lame but yes, i miss you =P

6 years of LIFE journey

when you are counting 123, eventually, you will reach 0.
haha..this is called life circle. life and fate.

convocation is arriving in two weeks time. wow, finally six years is over.
six year...how should i describe it?

carefree?..yep, due to the companion of all my faithful coursemates...
hardworking?...am i that hardworking?
lovely?...nope, coz cant find my mr right yet.perhaps i am not the ideal one for anyone. =P
eventful...yep, with all the activities back in ipsah and upsi...it's fantastic.
stressful?...yep, especially during practicum time. it's SUFFOCATING. luckily, my partner, my roommate and my buddy is always there for me =)

p/s: special thank you for my buddy (chien chien), my roommate (ck), my angel (mila), my confidante (hana), my gossip mate (farina) plus all my cohort four friends.
cant wait for our next gathering soon!! there should be lots of gathering for us.


6 years is indeed a LONG growing up process.
and now convo markS and certifies this unique progress =D

hehe...gonna share my happiness with you guys soon=P

命中注定

有些事的确是命中注定...
有时, 你想要这样 可现实由不得你这样..
有时, 你没想过要这样, 可现实似乎已经为你铺好你该走的旅程了...

总结是, 不要想太多...睡觉吧 =D

habits die hard

in our daily life, once we are used to doing something as a routine daily, it's hard for us to get back to not doing it one day.
haha...no wonder there is an old saying which quotes 'old habits die hard'.

holiday before posting...it's time for me to relax physically and emotionally. yet, need to control my lifestyle and diet so that i can get on my slimming programme. though it doesn't work out actually... haha...

wow, really cant believe it. i have been furthering my degree for 6 years and now, i gonna graduate =) jia ling, you are one of the graduatesssss...wow, 6 years and now i am old. haha...life goes on...pray hard that everything gonna be alright =)

another routine that i need to get used to is the companion of my cohort 4 members. now, they are no longer by my side. each has his or her own path to be travelled. each has his or her own aim to be achieved. i am gonna travel alone from now onwards. hope we gonna meet soon anyway. perhaps one or two years later...

on-and-off

things come and go...

relationships come and go...

this is the cycle of life...

we, human should just accept it...

gonna graduate soon =P

wow, cant believe it. i m going to graduate pretty soon. the only obstacle left now is my exam plus a personal task.

project paper has been submitted successfully. after a litre of tears. finally it's completed. huhu.

can someone please make d decision for me? or is there anybody who can direct me the right path?? God, I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE =) Please..........

birthday again

it's gonna be someone birthday again.
birthday wishes are the most wonderful wishes in this world kot=)

haha...
yet, d sad thing is, there are so many classes tomorrow. haiya. nvm la...after bitter will be sweet =)

busy~ busy ~ busy

actually i m x so busy. yet, i am trying to keep myself busy =)

quite a lot of things happening this week...luckily there is a balance of d happy ones and the depressing ones. so, i m still surviving here.haha.

in order to make myself busy, i START to get into exercise again. sweat helps me to relieve myself..(looking forward badminton wif chien chien tomorrow)

in order to make myself busy, i START to eat a lot. .(yet, my stomach never compromises my eating habit. so, i end up to feel ill for the whole day)

in order to make myself busy, i VOLUNTEER to finish my mum's paperwork for her..(though i m poor in bm, yet, i try my best to help coz i wanna get my mind engaged with some work.)

in order to make myself busy, i ACCEPT the role of secretary for d amazing race. (though it is juz a mini-role, yet, if it was me b4 this, i would NEVER get myself involved with committee thingy. coz it only involves tedious and boring tasks.)

all my friends told me that love is power. love conquer all. yet, to me, this only happens in taylor swift's love story or fairy tale. i dun hav d confidence residing in myself kot...

a friend gave me an analogy that gals have to kiss uncountable frogs in order to find her right prince. thus, having the chance to get someone tat you like isn't so easy.
...perhaps...but juz tat i dun hav d courage like you do...

ya, things are tough for me now. yet, i hav faith in myself that i will be okay soon.......

on the other hand, wish tat all my friends can get to meet their right frog aka prince pretty soon...your happiness makes me happy as well =)

you and i

now only i realize the meaning of partnership.
i know that you will be my partner for quite some time.

every day when i wake up, i can c you.
every night when i sleep, i can dream of you.

you are everywhere, even on my mind.
you are my everything.

i am willing to spare my everything and every minute just to be with you.

now since you know how i feel, can you pray for me?

pray that God will lavish me with patience, determination, creativity, intelligence and perseverence. Amen.



dedicated to HJL'S project paper.(after 3 months of being together with you, propap)

a unique friend

i had a quick chat with an old friend tonite.
the topic was a unique friend.

well, for me, i have never believed that there is any real / true friend. coz, we are human. that's y selfishness will conquer our pure and kind heart sometimes.
perhaps this can explain y i m getting cooler and emotionless nowadays.

用平常心去面对一切.
开心就笑,
伤心就哭,
就那么简单嘛=)

there are some friends who can just flare up and express their emotions abruptly. either with or without prior notice. this is what i consider as easygoing type of personality.

on the other hand, there are friends who will keep secrets and emotions to themselves. as time goes on, this huge volcano will erupt one day. tat will be really terrible. this will be the serious and scary type.

whatever it is, all of you are still my friends. you shod be happy coz i m your friend. hahaha. friendship forever =)

finally.........

jialing, finally and eventually, it's time for you to settle down...
don't worry. be happy. everything gonna be just fine.

result will be out next week. huh, my last sem gonna start.seriously hope tat i hav d magic power to freeze time. holiday, i want you to stay with me ^^

everyone is struggling and progressing with their propap. well, guess, it's just me who is still playing hide and seek with topics. haish. hope that i can manage this eventually.

well, it's difficult to get help anyway. human are selfish, tat's what my mum always tell me
another reason is i m really shy to ask for help. dunno, just feel like being stupid of asking. asking for help is like killing myself.

luckily, you are kind enough to lend me some time. you save me actually. thanks. i will always remember this.for you, it may be just teatime talk, however, for me, it is the remedy for my drowning.

let's go back to A. dun play play with Z.

rejected

my proposal was being rejected.
guess what, i broke into tears. phew. tat's such an irony. the reason is, before this, i had been advising all my friends to be optimistic and happy. eventually, i m the only one crying.

well, all i can said is i cant stand the feeling of being rejected i guess.
when i was presenting, she keeps geleng2 her head. mdm kway. tat somehow tear my heart into pieces. i wanna to cry out. yet, i managed to keep the tears till the end of presentation.

perhaps, this is circle of life.
being rejected - starting all over again - rejected - start all over again (for xxxxx times).

tanjung malim

gonna go bek to Tanjung Malim on friday after such a LONG time.
dunno hw's tanjung malim..haha...

looking forward to meet all d blockers n friends =)

hope to hav a sip of my favourite oreo milkshake at easy cafe too
plus, their seafud spaghetti ^6^

h-o-l-i-d-a-y

i hope tis would be a real holiday for me.
i hav lots of stuff to be completed~

1. of coz, nid to update my health for my own sake=) God Bless Me.

2. nid to be my bro's tutor again, helping him out with his preparation for PMR.

3. helping my mum with her major assignments.

4. upon request from a few teachers, i nid to search for souvenirs for them.hope i can find them.

5. completing several assignments for tis sem.

6. get real rest so that i can hav a fresh start once i go bek to IPSAH again =)


happy holiday to everyone and God bless me

hope i wont get any terrible nightmare anymore =P

practicum~

convent gals, i love and hate you =)

life goes on with rainbow by my side all the time...

suffering day by day...yet i manage to go through all these till now...

home, i will be bek to you soon =)

terminate my 0174187860

zul said i look emo recently.
well, wat's d definition of emo? haha...i myself dunno d answer. perhaps, there is no answer.

i made a daring decision last nite. i call 123 and request to terminate my number. wow. juz wanna say good bye to the past me. so childish and simple-minded.

who knows, new number will bring new life for me.
people keep on asking me 'y do you nid to terminate ur number and change into a new one?'
my reply will alwaz be 'saje...or simply...'. coz there is no reason for tis. tis juz happens without a reason~

can u define secret?
secrets are meant to be kept, aren't they?
however, sometimes, we feel like wanna share these secrets wif someone. at tis moment, perhaps you should stop and ponder for awhile. if you are telling ur secrets to tis him/ her, you will be expecting him/ her to keep tis secret for you as well, rite?

so, wat's point of sharing then?
u r juz being selfish by transferring ur burden onto ur listener.
tat's y there is a saying 'silence is gold' =)

my dearest friend, hope you can understand. it's not that i m being egocentric. i juz dun wan you guys to worry bcoz of me, worry wif me or even worry for me. stay happy, tat's all i want you to be =)be carefree and enjoy life.

i realized tat........

well, 2day is another eventful outing day...
as usual, typical pasar malam day coz it's tuesday. wow, we hav pasar malam every day here, but location differs.
pasar malam...again, i meet familiar faces...uncles and aunties...
wow, u hav everytin there...juz bring enuf money, then u can get wat u wan.

i bought cendol pulut (which really dissapoints me), satay (rm 0.25 per stick) and laksam (which makes me feeling contented). i never tot tat i can get tat familiar taste again. it tasted exactly like tanjung malim's laksam......i was so so happy.oh ya, plus pita ayam tat chien chien cant finish up. she is in real slimming programme nowadays and i m d total opposite of her-P

tis triggers me into reflection again...sometimes, when u need to giv up sth to earn sth...
who knows, wat will happen next. HE might hav great plans for you.

Hav faith, jia ling =)

i realized tat........

well, 2day is another eventful outing day...
as usual, typical pasar malam day coz it's tuesday. wow, we hav pasar malam every day here, but location differs.
pasar malam...again, i meet familiar faces...uncles and aunties...
wow, u hav everytin there...juz bring enuf money, then u can get wat u wan.

i bought cendol pulut (which really dissapoints me), satay (rm 0.25 per stick) and laksam (which makes me feeling contented). i never tot tat i can get tat familiar taste again. it tasted exactly like tanjung malim's laksam......i was so so happy.oh ya, plus pita ayam tat chien chien cant finish up. she is in real slimming programme nowadays and i m d total opposite of her-P

tis triggers me into reflection again...sometimes, when u need to giv up sth to earn sth...
who knows, wat will happen next. HE might hav great plans for you.

Hav faith, jia ling =)

practicum

2day mr basil had a briefing for us on practicum.
haha...we r going to schools. according to him, he assigned the school for us based on our individual style and characteristics wo. haha...i m more suitable for a convent school hor? coz perhaps d gals there are more gentle and nice.

2day when i look into the mirror, b4 heading to class, i look like a teacher. 1st time did i notice tis. wow, haha...tat's amazing and i m proud of it.

still trying to get used to ck though. she is a nice roommate, i should say. yet, sometimes, i cant really stand her straightforwardness. not to worry, i can adapt myself to tis new 'environment' =)

charlie charlie is intruding my peaceful life. stupid charlie!
though you are significant in states in the North and you hav striking green cloak, yet, i still hate you so much.
serangga padi aka charlie, plz leave me alone!!! @_@

do you want to make a u-turn now?

yesterday it was a total u-turn for my feelings...
d day started wif a big grinning rainbow in the sky, right on top of our assembly site.
then it went on with our group presentation in which i was stuttering nervously. yet, i was no longer uttering 'and then' countlessly while presenting =)

6 o'clock. wow, badmintion time. exercise can really kill stress. we played badminton in the gym then continued by jogging under the extremely-friendly sun. next, we dabao char kuey tiao from the cute auntie right in front of our institute.

on the way bek to our hostel aka 'block si putih', surprisingly, we saw rainbow hanging in the sky. it seems to be reminding me ' jialing, y are you not smiling 2day?'.

chien chien, on the other hand, had a different pov. haha,..she is thinking of her boy boy. she is now love-struck ma ...

at nite, my rummate suddenly read aloud a proverb to me, out of nowhere.
'every cloud has a sliver lining,' -- well, another reminder for me~

the sky is always blue, isn't it? (n_n)