practicum~

convent gals, i love and hate you =)

life goes on with rainbow by my side all the time...

suffering day by day...yet i manage to go through all these till now...

home, i will be bek to you soon =)

terminate my 0174187860

zul said i look emo recently.
well, wat's d definition of emo? haha...i myself dunno d answer. perhaps, there is no answer.

i made a daring decision last nite. i call 123 and request to terminate my number. wow. juz wanna say good bye to the past me. so childish and simple-minded.

who knows, new number will bring new life for me.
people keep on asking me 'y do you nid to terminate ur number and change into a new one?'
my reply will alwaz be 'saje...or simply...'. coz there is no reason for tis. tis juz happens without a reason~

can u define secret?
secrets are meant to be kept, aren't they?
however, sometimes, we feel like wanna share these secrets wif someone. at tis moment, perhaps you should stop and ponder for awhile. if you are telling ur secrets to tis him/ her, you will be expecting him/ her to keep tis secret for you as well, rite?

so, wat's point of sharing then?
u r juz being selfish by transferring ur burden onto ur listener.
tat's y there is a saying 'silence is gold' =)

my dearest friend, hope you can understand. it's not that i m being egocentric. i juz dun wan you guys to worry bcoz of me, worry wif me or even worry for me. stay happy, tat's all i want you to be =)be carefree and enjoy life.

i realized tat........

well, 2day is another eventful outing day...
as usual, typical pasar malam day coz it's tuesday. wow, we hav pasar malam every day here, but location differs.
pasar malam...again, i meet familiar faces...uncles and aunties...
wow, u hav everytin there...juz bring enuf money, then u can get wat u wan.

i bought cendol pulut (which really dissapoints me), satay (rm 0.25 per stick) and laksam (which makes me feeling contented). i never tot tat i can get tat familiar taste again. it tasted exactly like tanjung malim's laksam......i was so so happy.oh ya, plus pita ayam tat chien chien cant finish up. she is in real slimming programme nowadays and i m d total opposite of her-P

tis triggers me into reflection again...sometimes, when u need to giv up sth to earn sth...
who knows, wat will happen next. HE might hav great plans for you.

Hav faith, jia ling =)

i realized tat........

well, 2day is another eventful outing day...
as usual, typical pasar malam day coz it's tuesday. wow, we hav pasar malam every day here, but location differs.
pasar malam...again, i meet familiar faces...uncles and aunties...
wow, u hav everytin there...juz bring enuf money, then u can get wat u wan.

i bought cendol pulut (which really dissapoints me), satay (rm 0.25 per stick) and laksam (which makes me feeling contented). i never tot tat i can get tat familiar taste again. it tasted exactly like tanjung malim's laksam......i was so so happy.oh ya, plus pita ayam tat chien chien cant finish up. she is in real slimming programme nowadays and i m d total opposite of her-P

tis triggers me into reflection again...sometimes, when u need to giv up sth to earn sth...
who knows, wat will happen next. HE might hav great plans for you.

Hav faith, jia ling =)

practicum

2day mr basil had a briefing for us on practicum.
haha...we r going to schools. according to him, he assigned the school for us based on our individual style and characteristics wo. haha...i m more suitable for a convent school hor? coz perhaps d gals there are more gentle and nice.

2day when i look into the mirror, b4 heading to class, i look like a teacher. 1st time did i notice tis. wow, haha...tat's amazing and i m proud of it.

still trying to get used to ck though. she is a nice roommate, i should say. yet, sometimes, i cant really stand her straightforwardness. not to worry, i can adapt myself to tis new 'environment' =)

charlie charlie is intruding my peaceful life. stupid charlie!
though you are significant in states in the North and you hav striking green cloak, yet, i still hate you so much.
serangga padi aka charlie, plz leave me alone!!! @_@

do you want to make a u-turn now?

yesterday it was a total u-turn for my feelings...
d day started wif a big grinning rainbow in the sky, right on top of our assembly site.
then it went on with our group presentation in which i was stuttering nervously. yet, i was no longer uttering 'and then' countlessly while presenting =)

6 o'clock. wow, badmintion time. exercise can really kill stress. we played badminton in the gym then continued by jogging under the extremely-friendly sun. next, we dabao char kuey tiao from the cute auntie right in front of our institute.

on the way bek to our hostel aka 'block si putih', surprisingly, we saw rainbow hanging in the sky. it seems to be reminding me ' jialing, y are you not smiling 2day?'.

chien chien, on the other hand, had a different pov. haha,..she is thinking of her boy boy. she is now love-struck ma ...

at nite, my rummate suddenly read aloud a proverb to me, out of nowhere.
'every cloud has a sliver lining,' -- well, another reminder for me~

the sky is always blue, isn't it? (n_n)

it's all fated

i juz cant take it~

y my life is so bumpy?
y i nid to face so much of challenges?
y does it hav to be like tat?
y cant i be juz a normal 22-year-old gal, leading carefree life?

collapsing ..................