habits die hard

in our daily life, once we are used to doing something as a routine daily, it's hard for us to get back to not doing it one day.
haha...no wonder there is an old saying which quotes 'old habits die hard'.

holiday before posting...it's time for me to relax physically and emotionally. yet, need to control my lifestyle and diet so that i can get on my slimming programme. though it doesn't work out actually... haha...

wow, really cant believe it. i have been furthering my degree for 6 years and now, i gonna graduate =) jia ling, you are one of the graduatesssss...wow, 6 years and now i am old. haha...life goes on...pray hard that everything gonna be alright =)

another routine that i need to get used to is the companion of my cohort 4 members. now, they are no longer by my side. each has his or her own path to be travelled. each has his or her own aim to be achieved. i am gonna travel alone from now onwards. hope we gonna meet soon anyway. perhaps one or two years later...

on-and-off

things come and go...

relationships come and go...

this is the cycle of life...

we, human should just accept it...

gonna graduate soon =P

wow, cant believe it. i m going to graduate pretty soon. the only obstacle left now is my exam plus a personal task.

project paper has been submitted successfully. after a litre of tears. finally it's completed. huhu.

can someone please make d decision for me? or is there anybody who can direct me the right path?? God, I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE =) Please..........

birthday again

it's gonna be someone birthday again.
birthday wishes are the most wonderful wishes in this world kot=)

haha...
yet, d sad thing is, there are so many classes tomorrow. haiya. nvm la...after bitter will be sweet =)

busy~ busy ~ busy

actually i m x so busy. yet, i am trying to keep myself busy =)

quite a lot of things happening this week...luckily there is a balance of d happy ones and the depressing ones. so, i m still surviving here.haha.

in order to make myself busy, i START to get into exercise again. sweat helps me to relieve myself..(looking forward badminton wif chien chien tomorrow)

in order to make myself busy, i START to eat a lot. .(yet, my stomach never compromises my eating habit. so, i end up to feel ill for the whole day)

in order to make myself busy, i VOLUNTEER to finish my mum's paperwork for her..(though i m poor in bm, yet, i try my best to help coz i wanna get my mind engaged with some work.)

in order to make myself busy, i ACCEPT the role of secretary for d amazing race. (though it is juz a mini-role, yet, if it was me b4 this, i would NEVER get myself involved with committee thingy. coz it only involves tedious and boring tasks.)

all my friends told me that love is power. love conquer all. yet, to me, this only happens in taylor swift's love story or fairy tale. i dun hav d confidence residing in myself kot...

a friend gave me an analogy that gals have to kiss uncountable frogs in order to find her right prince. thus, having the chance to get someone tat you like isn't so easy.
...perhaps...but juz tat i dun hav d courage like you do...

ya, things are tough for me now. yet, i hav faith in myself that i will be okay soon.......

on the other hand, wish tat all my friends can get to meet their right frog aka prince pretty soon...your happiness makes me happy as well =)

you and i

now only i realize the meaning of partnership.
i know that you will be my partner for quite some time.

every day when i wake up, i can c you.
every night when i sleep, i can dream of you.

you are everywhere, even on my mind.
you are my everything.

i am willing to spare my everything and every minute just to be with you.

now since you know how i feel, can you pray for me?

pray that God will lavish me with patience, determination, creativity, intelligence and perseverence. Amen.



dedicated to HJL'S project paper.(after 3 months of being together with you, propap)

a unique friend

i had a quick chat with an old friend tonite.
the topic was a unique friend.

well, for me, i have never believed that there is any real / true friend. coz, we are human. that's y selfishness will conquer our pure and kind heart sometimes.
perhaps this can explain y i m getting cooler and emotionless nowadays.

用平常心去面对一切.
开心就笑,
伤心就哭,
就那么简单嘛=)

there are some friends who can just flare up and express their emotions abruptly. either with or without prior notice. this is what i consider as easygoing type of personality.

on the other hand, there are friends who will keep secrets and emotions to themselves. as time goes on, this huge volcano will erupt one day. tat will be really terrible. this will be the serious and scary type.

whatever it is, all of you are still my friends. you shod be happy coz i m your friend. hahaha. friendship forever =)